Sunday 12 May 2013

growing up.

Life has taken a bit of a manic, exciting turn, so I've either not had time to blog or have had to spend my evenings and weekends trying to recharge my batteries before my brain burns out.  We have had an offer accepted on a flat, and while I'm sort of jumping for joy, the whole property buying process is turning out to be one of the most stressful things I have ever faced.  It's definitely a one person job, and as the boy isn't really able to take personal calls at work, I've been trying to get everything organised, and while I'm perfectly happy with this as I'm a control freak by nature, it's more than a tad draining.

I really hope that the pace picks up though, I've got to the point where I just want to be in and settled.  I really despise this in between state.

I've missed two months of CPSH which is extremely frustrating - at the start of the year I told myself that I would participate every month this year.  I will have to catch up, like when you miss a piece of homework at school and even though you know you won't get a grade, you do it anyway for that sense of completion.

So yes, I'm going to make an effort to write more, it's strangely therapeutic in a way.  It's been a while though, and I need to get the juices flowing again.  There are lots of exciting things ahead though, such as buying furniture and decorating and actually being able to buy artwork to put on our walls.  I don't think I've ever felt so much like an adult.